you ended my heartbeat,too..

NEW MEE IN INDONASIA

DENTIST !!! i hate themmm !!!! i have an appointment with them . at 4.00pm cabot gy masling . jln tekedek2 , smpi sane jam 4.30pm . masok je , da kene baring on that moving chair . takot oii . BLALALALALALALALALLALALA . die cabot my teeth .
naseb ade my BFSFE (best frien sisters for ever) she hold my hand sey , mcm i nk melahirkn anak gytuhh . ceyhhhh..bedek ahhh !! ahahahha . i feel mcm i had a big space dlm mulot i nihh . andandand , nk tau tk ! td kn cabot gigi on my right side of my teeth and on my left side pon ade tumbo gigi tp lom keluar .
the teeth suppose to keluar at my age 11 or 10 taw not 15 !!! so my baby teeth is still strong !

da la , so all the way mulot i nie ke ZIIP ! mcm kene tumbok sey muke i .
muke 10 cent lak tuh . -.-

AND ! MUZAKIRR !!!
im so sorry !!! fiza tk perasan yg muzakir ade kat situ .
the fact is (bkn nk menghine ahh) ur hair mcm JB . sux tuhhh , terlalu panjang kat dpn . and u look so emo ! you look handsome , cume yg kat dpn tuh terlalu panjang .
klu blh i wanna talk face to face but my mouth ade smtg so mcm malu ahh . u also heard rite , my voice mcm ape td . sorry ehh . jgn marah tawww . i loook at ur fwen face(yg cine tuhh) fiza mcm nk lari seyhh . i cant see people mara ahh . takot sey . sorry ehhh ....

- okeyh cite die gini , me n kak didi kat CWP then we saw muzakkir , so kite bbl tentang die ahh . then tibe2 die ade kat dpn i . i tk perasan tt time . at tt time jugak i was talkking abt him . so like that la ehh cite die .

byw im comming to indo sooon !!

just now , went to nanyi mila house . she married with her old boyfriend . her husband da wafat . and her old boyfriend , his wife also da wafat . now they meet again . so sweet .. cute couple kan... now they live happily ever after .

i miss Singapore . my home land . my every thing .
living in another country , is very difficult . u cant do anything . its all they say , not you say . you are a visitor , just to study there . so jgn buat hal kat negeri org .
make your life easy , dont make it hard .
life is short , make it simple .

how many more years will you be in Indonesia fiza ??
-ok , now im in junior high school . on 29 march , i will have my UAN(ujian nasional).after taking that i will go to Senior high school . it takes 3 more years to go . Senior high school ends , insyallah with god help i can go to mesir and study at al-azhar . if that i takes 2 or 3 years . so... this will be a long journey for me .
when are you comming home again ?
-hmmm...i think la..2week of puase da ade kat singapore ah .

now , it ends here . goodbye

remmber this ??? this foto is so OLD mann .
i miss going out JUST WITH YOU .
:DDD

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i aperciate youespecially your heart

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HELLO SINGAPORE - BYEBYE INDONASIA
very interesting adventure comming here ; i've done it before .

asalmualikum yah semua ,
semlm kn hari idul adha ;
fizah mau mintak maaf to semua org yg kenal ama fiza yahh .
im sorry okeyh temen2 .

semlm gue gak boleh tidur .
teringat masa lalu ku di rumah sama sang keluarga .
betapa indahnya berada bersama mrk .
betapa sedihnya jika mrk gak ada ,
hanya saya sang anak yg pernah merasakan .

sebelum tidur gue mengiutin TAKBIRAN di msjd hafsawati bareng anak2 .
sampi ke daera C . sesudah itu gue langsung tutp mata dan tidur .
tidurnya jam 3.30am gak solat tahajut .
coz gika mau solat tahajut harusnya tidur duluan .
so bagn jam 5am solat subuh .
sesudah solat subuh , duha . sesuah duha .
mandi dan solat idul adha .
wowww ! banyk banget org2 yg melakukn ibadah .
sampi purta2 gak ada tempat .
sesudah solat kita semua salam-salaman
dengan semuanya .

ku lihat satu keluarga di depan aula ,
bermakan bersama ,
semuanya tersenyu riang ,
bermaaf-maafan ,
bersalam-salaman .
dan ku lihat ;
anak nya mencium kaki ibunya ,
itu tanda anak itu bener2 dengan seikhlas hatinya
meminta maaf kepada bundanya .
"syurga adalah di bawah tapak kaki ibu"

gue udah meminta maaf ke ummi .
gue janji gue gak akan bohong sama ummi lagy .

peasn ku utk kak didi ,
jgn bikin ummi nangis lagy .
ummi adalah ibu kami ,
ummi adalah temen sehidup kami ,
ummi bukan temen yg bisa di sakit ,
dan gampang memaaf kn .
hati ibu bisa sakit jika kita durhaka kpdnya .
ku harap kpdmu wahai bak ku ,
jgn sakitinya lagy .

utk semua temenku yg ada di singapore ,
i hope you all did well in your final exams
coz now im trying my best to get to top 10 in
interntional examination .
dan doakan fiza yag moga2 pidato fiza di SMA ungulan suksess .
btw i always miss you guyss .

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i have the sweets memory when im here .
thanks for every thing - sis,haiz,kak wani,hafeez,kak shakira,abg sharil,bdk tekong,abg danial,bdk wak-wak and family .

;i had alot of fun with you guys .
i smile when i'm with you .
i laugh all the way ,
weather its funny or not .
Ur the best i ever had .
i wont forget our memory together .
i love you all forever .
i hope our relationship can last till we die :DD

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no matter what u always be in my heart

im going OUT sooon .
see you till next year alians .

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i just wanna say ,
why are you so obsessed with me - by Mariah Carey
do you know why she say that ???
its becoz of eminem
he like to gossip pepole and more .
and he has no bloddy life mann .

eminem SUUUUUUXX !

and so TODAY new is .
i have boughht many many many many stuff .
hehe ~ its all thanks to ummi ku tersayang .
after tolong ummi , gy jmpe kak punye matae .
coz he need help on smthing , for their 1 anives .
so the toooot . kk tk pe .
fi tolong nie ikhlas taw .
so da beli2 . gy jmpe kak mkn kat SWENSEEEEEN .
seeeedapppp oii .
i like the desert alooot .
heheh ~
one day nk mkn kat situ ngan bby .
okeyhh2 . HAHA .

to all FUCKERS out there ;
dont juge a book by its cover .
coz i ain't wat u think i' am .

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TODAY IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE
u know i know ehh . shhhhh~
im sooo happy smpi kat uma tk leh tido .
i hope we can do it again bby .
just i more day ; pleaseeee .
this time nk amik gmba lakkk .
AHHAHAHAHA .
btw dose the shirt fit you ???
harap2 la ehh

so today story issssss.......
aku jln rayeee .
ngan manusiee laaa .
tk kn hantu raye kn .
so tu je la .
yg all the inti tu .
krg mkn je la ehhh .
mcm kuihh tart .
HAHA .
andand nie memberr kn , besa2
big2 , huge2 . HAHAAH .
tk de la .
only the age . tapi perangai
mcm small2 . little2 kid ahh .
tk leh anggggkatt .
funny tu . YEEEPPP
gerek tu . WOWWW !
overall 100/100
cume aku kene alik sing je .
i cant finish the funn uhh ,

next 2 year , naik MOTO !
ahahhahha . aminnnn!
cpt pergy , cpt alek

p/s ; bby , i had fun . thanks for everything .

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nih ahh . org gyle . enta die hidop ke mati .

post lagy coz tk leh tido.
nk online mcm mls ,
so blogging je la .
nari cite ehhh .
panjang ahh .
cut it short okeyh .
pagy tolong ummi smpi kull 11.55am lps tuh
kull 1.30pm keluar gy poly ,
beli obat .
teros gy cwp jumpe khaty ,
mkn kat PASTAMANIA
da kenyang kn , jln2 jp .
jmpe BFF ! die kasi carebear . sweeet ! thnaks ehh bff , syg bnyk2
then lpk ngan bdk FUCUN .
smpi kull 5.30 amik taufiq .
ahhh , nk amik taufiq nih .
i saw a man laying on the flooor .
telentang . mcm org gyle uhh . (ade gmba)
smpi uma kull 6.00 lame knnn ,
gy long way nye . HAHAHA .
smpi uma taufiq tido .
aku pon join .
lps marib je gy uma mama .
smpi 11.00 alekk .
kat uma mama ade bnyk org !
mcm mama open house gytuh .
so i tought , balek tido la kn .
tibe2 hp ummi bunyik .
ring....ring...ring.....
wak jemi ; zahh , tok nk dtg taw .
ummi ; ahhh , okeyh la . kte aru alek taw.
wak jemi ; sekejap jeee
ummi ; okeyh la
penat la deii . so THE ENDD !

nie vid me n khty mkn .
HAHAHAHA .

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i like the song . u all understand tkk ???

excualy kn , nie org da meningal taww .
so nk apper kn lgu die samo .
can feeeeel him .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

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me with my mothere

sisters for ever
ameeekoooommm peopleee .
smlm raye GEREEEEKK !
ehehhe , alek kull 1 pagy woiii .
cume yg tk gereknye ade yg missing out laa .
KAK JANNAH & SYU
:mane krg ??? tk nmpk pooonn . miss you la seyyy . :'(
kite belom lgy bermaaf-maafan . bile nk jmpee .
kk da stop the emoing nie .
so yahh , smlm fam ummi only .
ayah nari kot . EHHE . soooo byeeeee .
btw now i know i got hothot cuzzz .
AHHAHA . :DD

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SELAMAT HARI RAYE !!
firstly , fizah nk mintak maaf gika fizah pena
buat u all naik dara . i know im not perfect .
no one is perfect kn , so all of u must have kesilapan .
so hari ini yg mulia , kite saling bermaaf maafan okeyh .
and i forgive for all of you yg pena bikin fizah marah/sakit hati .
secondly , halal kn la duit yg krg pena kasi aku penjam DULU !
hahaha . food and also drinks . aku tk yah nk pay back eyyy !
THANKS:)
lastly , i wish you all a good HARI RAYE .
and hope you all have a safe journey to your destiny .

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heyy yooo !
i seriously malas nk post .
tapi ade nie bdk dari mane tahh kn ,
ask me to post ABT HIM !
HAHAHA .
so that day kite jmpe ah .
die ajak kwn die , aku ajak kwn aku .
makne nye kak AKU la kn . haha .
jmpe kat bwh blk RC .
coz kwn die tk puase .
UZO ah . AHHA .
then u know wat ,
im TALLER then him !
not so tall ah ,
abit only . :)
heeh ~
andand he has a curly hair !
mcm razif - kn fatin . kn kn .
tapi razif nye pendek .
die panjang . i mean the fringe .
ahahhaah .
so dok2 jap . bbl2 and all .
fyi that day PANAS TO THE COR nye .
ini lom lagy kat nerake .
lagy panas .
aku lak da complain .
hahaha .
so tgk tu org minom smpi habis then
bounce off to their home .
aku ngan kwn aku gy jmpe ashraf coz die pon nk gy kedai .
die siap mcm pompan .
pey lambat .
haizz . . . then beli2 and all .
teros balik coz da nk masok MAKNNN !
hahaha .
ahh , nie fav part aku .
lps mkn and solat .
teros on tv !
i mean dvd . tgk cite orphan !
heeheheh ! tk seram ahh , cite hantu lagy seram .
nie cite gerek ahh .
tapi klu nk tgk must be above 18 .
heheh . ehh , aku tk pe . coz ade my parentn pee !
ade part that some kids cant see .
woooooooo ~
mlm nye . kite TIDO la !
wasalammmm

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AMEKOOOM !
ape kabar u all doing ??
and i have something to show you ,
i have made a promis to my friend
that i MUST upload this video .
so this is what i upload for you as a promiss :)
so have fun !
FEEZApuas??

:memalu kn aku je sey ,
tkpe , becoz of friendship i will do anything to make them happy

so today i cant sleep .
i guess becoz td after going to jb ,
go stright to my bed .
and hey , guess wad only 20 more days left .
COUNTDOWN ! baby
so dont think about me leaving singapore .
coz i will be by ur side :)
i meant it . serious .

happy2 times with family's , friend n special one .
going for shopping again todayy . heeh .
and guess wad , ummi n ayah spent many many money on me la seyy .
alamaaakk , sedihh oii .
my luggage la , tiket la visa la .
can hancooo laa .
then one of my friend ask me this question .
"if u have a 3 wish , what would u wish for"
so i jwb.....ade laaaa
cume allah saje yg tahu .
KN KN KN !
ahahhaha . btw i hade fun with that persone .
thanks

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yesterday was such a blast !
go to plaza singapura for the babby contest .
but then TELALU BNYK ORG , instead we go shopping .
gerek tu gerek ahh . i just bought shoe aje .
i like it , thanks uummmiii !
then khaty bouhgt ALL the makeup stuff !
omg , she and my mother like all over the make up shop .
beli mcm2 . for me makeup mcm no tooooo me ahh .
hehe . im not my sis , u know make up .
and i like simple . not tooo much make up .
JUST SIMPLE .
ahha .
so moving on , taufiq bought 2 cars .
nana bought . . . hahaah ntg .
too bad for her lor .
so when we are walkking , my eyes were dry .
mcm sakit ahh , mate nk tutop je .
then i was so the penat to walk .
haizz . .

and ahhhhhh . naseb tk lupe .
before going there , nga nk siap2 kn .
tibe2 ade org mcm pekik2 gytuhh ahh .
so i tought org kat bwh nga main2 gytuhh .
then my adek shout back la kn , mcm ' OII TK TAW NK DIAM PE '
then ade rply , so all the 3 or us gy tgk ah kat window .
' sape la yg gy pekik mcm org gyle tu ?? '
rupe2nye ade suami istri nga gado !
kat blk lain . can see person has a big tatto on his arm .
die ckp ' nk carik gado pe ? '
so i was like nk bls alek ke tk eh .
didi say jgn . so dont ah .
and dier ckp ' puki mak kau ah '
thn i was like wat the **** man .
so wth i show a middle fingur at him .
thn he shout back .
like ape sia nie org , cnfrm tk puase nye .
bodo pey manusie , gado tepi tingkap .
nk carik attion pe sai .
ahhh , gy mampos ahh .

so that was it ,
bile nk turon kn , pass blk die ahh .
die throw tissu box at us .
then i said , asl tissu box kan lebih baik krosi .
me and nana gy lari as fat as we can .
haha . gyle sey kite
mcm carik pasal lakk . haha .
wassssalaammm .

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and so today no story , only nanti mlm gy mkn kat luar and tgk khaty joget !
tu je . boringg kn .
my life is so the tooot !

and yahh ummi bought me a long dress !
andd im going to ware it nanti mlm .
with my worieaa shoe !!
happy-happy-happy :)
btw more pic will be upload soon .

btw fizah tk edit the pic . sowii .

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assalamualaikum every one ,
soryy ah , its been a long time i never post .
becoz im very lazy to type .
and for me its nothing .
tk hppning pon nie blog .
what you do in a blog ,
is you just post what happen today or the day after .
tu je . so for me i post just for fun :))

so today , like as usual
go to tadarus and i read 6 pages !
OMG , and i can read it like WOWW gituhh .
more better then last time
so im happy for that .
btw i sleep alot . hahaha .
when other people read i sleep ,
when its my turn to read ,
i get ready ah .
nk buat ape lagy sey ??!!

so after the tadarus ,
i go and meet my BEAUTIFUL KHATY .
at admiralty mrt .
she said she want to acompeny me to the cp
so okeyh , lagy pon i dont have any friends rite....
go there buy something la ,
not for attracting attention seii .
bukan mcm org tuuuuu !!
sorry sikit . hmppp .
then da beli2 go home until NOW !

and i have an emberesing momment sei at the bus sey just now ,
guess waddddd , ade nie apekk gy step on my long wonderful skirt .
mcm siakkk knnnn !!!! shit ahh .
mak die nye *** ahh .
BOLEH BATAL PUASE AKU ,
just becoz of him . hmpppp .
da la dlm bus tu ade BNYK org .
haizzz . . . and no more LONG SKIRTS !

one more , why my name i put SHAH .
is becozz , my idol is FARHAN SHAH !!
wohooooo . . go go goooo bby !
okeyh kn name nie .
'FIZAHSHAH'
amaciammmm ?? can rite .

so the old story i no need to tell you guys ahh .
okeyh ahh .
sooo byebye !
todeluuuu ~

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hey hey hey !! hafizah in the house .
okeyh , im sooo sowiii yesterday tk dpt nk post coz im sooo the busy .
and so i will tell you all what telah happen semlm ,
pagy2 bangon ikot ummi gy keje coz ade tadarus .
so go la eh , bace2 and i have a video of it .
hehehe , curik2 amik ! . huaahahahahahahahahaha .
then go polyclinc to check on eye ahh .
ade infection .
huh~ mcm belebam ahh .
like kene tumbok kat muke . *bukk-bukk*
hahaha . so the docter said - no more jumpping on the bed !
HAHAHA . no la , klu this 2 days tk baik lagy must see him again ah .
weeee~ .
and after that , i go out with my sister utk amik mmd taufiq .
then semase jln nmpk ........ nmpk .......
nmpk ORG laaa ..... tk kn la nmpk pocong kot !
HAHAHA . kk serious .
da lps tu baik .
then ape yg seboknye smpi tk post ???
ermm.......erm.......UMMI TK kasi main lappy laa !
ehhehe .

and now for today story ,

AND WELCOME TO THE TALENT SHOW WHERE EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN TALENT !
hahahahaa . .
after TADARUS again ! go JB . hehehe ~
ala sekejab je . me n ummi je . we had fun !
i mean FUN FUN FUN ahhh .
hehehehehehe .
nk taw ape FUN is ???
tunggu je laaa ehh . uuuahahahahahhahaha ~
after jb tolong ayahhh !!!!
seriously eh , ayah SO THE BAD MOOOOOD .
mcm bile da start ramadan ni kn , die mcm suke marah org ah .
die sudah hilang kesabaran die .
smpi kan akuuu jugak kene mara tk tentu pasalll !
siakkk je . hayiooo .
anddddd today syg msg !!!
alaaa okeyh la . biase je .
and die kate tk cnfrm nk jmpe ke tk . ???
so tunggu je la !!

to my sis ,
okeyh , i percaye .
tapi dont do stupid things .
u have ur limits .
dont ever ever ever ever do THAT THING AGAIN .
the **toooot-tooot-toooot**

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GOOD DAY MY darlings ,
im soooo dam happy about my picture !
hehe . GO green ! weheee~
i have more but i will upload it soon (klu ade mase ah)
sooo today kn , I FOLOW UMMI GO TO WORK !
alamakkkk , i made the worng step ahhh .
after she do the driving kn at 9.45 she go nganji !?!?!
leee . . tadarus laaa . haizzz . . kat uma ustaza .
so masok rumah nmpk IBU-IBU and NENEK-NENEK
sit in a big circle and start la .
so after a while im getting bored ,
nenek2 tu seme bukan yg bace begitu ok .
bukan nk kurang ah , tapi im soooo sleppy seyy .
dengar drg bace mcm drg story telling seii .
takking their time on readding !!!
then kipas bukak kuat2 , mate da layu at that time oi
SUDDENLY , at 11.30 gytuh ade org bukak pintu .
so seme org tgk ah , then theres this HOT guy masok / long pants
okeyh cnfrm nih anak ustaza . abeh sape lagy sey . haha .
then salam mak dier n all the nenek2 .
except meee la hoo .
mak dier tanye ' asl balek cpt ? demam ? '
HOT guy ' tk ah , da habis papper ah '
then he go to his room , and we smbg bace .
haiuzzz . . so we finish at 12.00 coz ummi ade picup
and i have to go home to HEHEHEHE . . . ade laaaa . . cnt telll .
btw i so knl that HOT guy tapi tk taw name ahh . .
hmmm . . . tk pe next time ummi nk gy ngaji i folow her ah .
heheh . .
ahhhhhhhhh , syg......... he is so busy with tution la tu la nie la .
hayooo . . last night i msg him , then he said dier kat tution .
i wait for him to sms me smpi tertido sey . i phm ah ade o level but ....
aaargghhhh , 4getit ah .
huhu~ then i have this fwen mcm da tk nk layan fifi lagy seyh .
gy ecp jek taw . grrrrr... i taught i come home can enjoy .
but . . this is wad happen . promiss to call every 7th . tapi . .
WTF . kk fizah , saba . ini seme cobaan . so relax .
ade bnyk lagy kat luar laa . kk . GOOD GIRL
**angel**

IM STILL FINE :)

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hey yall'
im happy with my photo above .
u like it ??
i do . like duhh .
andand today ntg really hppn .
only tolong ummi do her work ,
very the boring .
da mentang2 aku balik , suro aku buat seme keje uma ! -.-
haizzzz .
anw , i miss my syg . da lame tk msg or call .
coz of MY BELOVED DAM SISTER ahh .
hp bill melambong , kene amik !!
AAARGGGHHH , hancooo ah .
stupid seyh , msg bape laki tah aku pon tk taw .
playgirl i guess ?? shhhh ~ jgn blg taww ! hehe
and btw she's change sey .
'GOOD GIRL GONE BAD' by rihana
hahahaha . ^^
white flag people , help her ahh eh .
make he be her self again !
i miss the old her .
but ape nk buat klu der da cam tuh kn ,
but i still nnnnk dier tuka to be good !
okeyh , what if she be like that forever ??
i will be dead
what if she change ??
i will be so proud of her !
what if dier tk nk jugaj ??
wallahhua'lam
can help anyone ???
andand last week ke ape tahh , i jumpe my wak-tong-ians
only FARHANA , ZIRA , YAYA N SAKINAH
huhu~ they say i change makin more ........
i dono ah real ke tk . klu nk tgk sendirik ah .
FEEZA mane ?? kat uma . hahaha . kesian . huhu~
she finding herself in the mirror to find me !
haizz . . . MISS YOU ALL !
THE END .

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heyyy im home ! .
home at last . naik plane sendirik sioll .
takott . hahaha . so im home , ntg have change in singapore .
everything the same . hmmm . . .
btw im staying here smpi 28 spet .
andand puase is comming , are u all ready ???
i am . haha .
so selamat yaaa .

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GAAAAAAWD , I MISS YOU !!

saat terakhir bersama kamu .
oh , i hope u don mind .
im just missing you so badly .
i need you .
really , its been hard for me , ever since you left .
i want you back .
i tried not to cry ; but i cnt lie to myself .
yes , im having trouble with alot of things .
and where are you ?
i need to tell you alot of things .
oh , forgive me love ,
we didnt go to nyaee hse .
its been a long time , since we set foot in tht hse .
so , i didnt get to gave them their presents .
i think , you knw my problems .
yes , same old same old .
i fight with hasif again .
eh , die yang start dulu heh !
mid-year schedule dh ade pade kite .
im scared .
gini tk dpt tgk tv mlm2 ar .
shit ar .
hhahaaha . aku mendak ar , so aku edit gmbr kite yang aritu nk antar kau gy airport .
lawa tk ? haha

Labels: lets rewind

sudah 16 hari aku disini . okeyh la .
rase sudah okeyh . mcm dah angap di umah sendirik .
cume uumi n all tk ade .
so ade rase rindu umma . hiazzz . .
nk call orgkat sane MAHAL oii . so pape , krg la call aku .

and aku skrg uzur kn , so tk perlula bgn PAGY .
hahaha . klu tk kene bagy kull 3 seyhh .
penatt ! . then aku skola SANAWIYAHH .
FUULDAY , 7 to 4 .
penattt la seyhh .

and now , im going to tell you all about my friends here .
so aku ade RAMAI kwn . like duhh , HAFIZAH GYTUU LOO .
hahaha , bile aku gysini .
ZAHHH , bile aku gy sane . ZAHH .
and org kat sini pangil aku ZAH .
buakn fifi .
disini bnyk org name fifi . ade gemok , ade kurus , ade yg okeyh .
so ZAH la yg kene . OKEYH ?? . MCM nenek knknkn ???!
and aku skrg suah bisa NYANYI ! . sape aja ???
room mate aku . dlm satu bilik ade 2 org . hehe . aku special . huhu~
then nama nya , WARDATUL HASANNAH . nama pangilan NANA .
and her voice is very the very the very okeyhh .
aku suke . setiap mlm , dier jadi IPOD kuhh .
she sang me song . like (saat terakhir , suara ku berharap , jgn pernah berubah , sempurnaaa , SKJ and more laa ) suke seyhh aku .
and aku dah tahu giman mau nyani haha . lagy lagy SEMPURNA .
i like . haha . nk dengar . CALL !
HAHA . MCM krg tahu num aku . HAH .

dah la smpi sini aje .
BYEE . TC . LOVE/MISS you alll !
OKEYHH . do rember me okeyhh !
and i always rembe you .

Labels: TEMANN

mati akuuu . tk phm apr drg bbl .
okeyh i will tell you all about today .
last night , i sleep dlm pesantarn nagn kwn ahh .
ummi dokbilik lain . jauhh ahh . tk leh meet .
so ptg nye ato brg la , kemas la gytuh2 ahh .
then bdk2 pompan dier , tgk aku semamcamm .
HAHAH . mcm JAKONN . ada anak BARU YAHH .
matii gueee . ahha . aku pon da sampok ngan bahase drg .
aku tk phm sngt ahh ehhh .
then nie yg paling imPORTANT . PART mandi !
woiiilooowwwwwwwww . madi kat perigy ah kn , then seme pompan BOGELL .
mati siolll . mcm nmpk tetek and all . siakk peseyhh .
tk taw malu pehhh . main bukak jee .
aku ape gy lari ahh .
mandi tmpt lainn . MANDI SORANG .
ahhaha . seraammmm oiii . mcm nk laru je .
then the toilet , jgn ckp . HAHA .
koto mann . HAHA .
SINI PANGIL MAN/BRO klu kwn2 .
haha . ehh . ade org ahh kat sebelaa .
HAHH . SEBOKK JE . hehe . sowii ye . LOL .
kk sambong , so mlm nye aku tido kat situh .
tido kat lantii . okeyh la , mcm tido kat umma with didi .
miss her alot . and so , pagy bgn kull 3 pluss .
siolat TAHAJUT siaaaaa . WAJIB bagy org kat sini .
and gereahh lu phm , dieer bace[org yg kar sebelah kau , JANTAN OI]
then tido lagy , bgn solat subuhh . then mandi , then siap2 gy skola ,
lps tuhh , GY SINI . tempat irg semme main COMPUTARR .
hahaha . COOOOLL KNNN . aku da taw bbl sikit nihh .
kau phm kn , DIAM .
jajajaja .. mpkk . LOL .

SO KWN2 . lain oi kat sini .
sini lain dari sanaa !
HAHA . tk kelaka kn , i know .

every steps i made ,
it counts .
every air that i breath ,
its surve .
tell me when it done ,
so i can leave .

ANDDD , i have found a kitteeennn .
cute i name him HAFEZ .
aahahah .cute or wwad . LOL .

dah la . nk off nih , klu tk kene baya bnyk .
so bbyeee mann . HHAHA .

Labels: meet me witn me .

kak . i miss youuu ! i will be back home . dont worry

Labels: love you

MUMMMYYYY , fi da de kat suarbayaaa . da tk leh selalu on comppp .
kene bayaa oiii . hahaha . so sini okeyh2 . ummi n nyang alik on tuesday .
and all these while aku kat sini , jln-jln , gy mahkam ape tahh , siap2 utk skola kat sini . sedihh la utk aku . and on the 12 kn . i try to call fatt nye phone , then dier tl angakt . :'(
apaa daaa , now im okeeyhhh . bik baik aje . cume ade one prob je ,
aku kene phm ape dorg bbl kat sini bbl . dier bbl ape tahh , aku tk phm sngt seyhh .
hahaha . mcm drg bbl jawe gytuhhh . HAHA . andddd aku da dpt HP . wohooo .
i can msg you all , tapi tk leh selalu . nti aku msg one by one . HAHA . nti habis sapa mau baya . aku jugakk ! . hahaha .
sini , aku tido satu bilik 2 org ajeee .
hehehe . sikit kn , i know . and beli brg bau .
so bnyk PINK . o-renz NO HAVE . sedihh ehh . hahaha . and mandi makkk oiii .
ade lobang oii kat wall dier . haha . tk pe seme GIRL kn . ahahha . malu .
sini aku akan jadi pendiamm . haha. seme org aku tk knl . only NANA , PUTPUT and one more sape tahh . aku lupee . ahahah . i cant pose pictues ahh , no CAMRE . sedihhhh . hahha . tk pe as long you all know tt im okeyh . tu pon leh jadi . HAHA .
EVERY FRIDAY TK SEKOLAA . so tgk la akuh leh on ke tk nie comp . HAHA . kene mintak izin duluuu . aku kene jage sopan la . hehe . ketawe tk leh kuat2 mcm dulu . HAHAHAHA . kene hehehehe tutop mulott . HAHA . mcm PHM siol akuhh .
sini lelaki all baik baik . tk tgk kat mate seme tundokk . HAHA . some ahh . not all.
panjang ehh , tu la . aku nk cite kn lagy cume no time aku da kene off . BYE PEOLE . I LOVE YOU ALLL ! . tc okeyhh , HAHA . nti i wll tell you all more abt here . and ummi letak kn aku FULL day . so smpi mlm . siak . HAHA . bgn kull 4 !
haha . da lahh , byee . love you all . muahh .

Labels: heloo bby kuh

kwn kwn sekeliannnn .
fi nk cite kn ape jadi nari tapi mcm panjang sngt .
so tk yah la ehh blg seme . i cut it short je kk syg kuhh .

pagy pagy ummi kejot .
0900 bgn , 0930 keluar .
gy indonisia embeesyyy .
then da smpi . dpt visa . beosk leh amik .
blalalalalla . gy st.GABRIALL pri school . blalalalal .
gy ape tahh internation skooll . blalalal . anta fi kat bradeell mrt .
nk gy tamp , tgk mmd taufiq hidayat kat umma nenek . adek kesayangn akuhh !
smpi around 0415 . so da tuhh , masok umma nmpk syu ! .
miss her alot la seyhh . hahaha .
then balalalal , eh eh .
betol betol ehh , dier da tukan gyle bab punyee laa .
gy kedai nk KENE KAI TUDONG oioi . HAHAH .
bagos ahh tuhh . show good exampel .
so da tuhh , i tought nk jumpe hunny .
then dier ngan kwn . so tk kacau ahh .
then , syu nye mak dtg .
blalalalala . mak dier nata fi alik .

so today kat tamp je laa .
i tought nk jumpe org . mcm org la .
HAHA . phm phm kn je laa ehh .so tk jadi .

; to all my SAYANG'S
i love/miss/rindu/cinta you all . i wont forget u all punye .
i have a good memory . dont worry . okeyhh .
cume i need you all to doa for me a safe jurney and to achive in wad ever laa .
GAHAHAH . serious talking ehh , i dono how to do this seyh .
mcm gini ahh .
leave a msg nie seme .
HAHAHA . mcm kekok ahh .
SO pape email akuh nye .
i will sooooon rply punyee .
BYE ASSHOLE !
HAHAHA .

Labels: hello surabaya byee singapore

HELLLO GOODLOOKING !
today , fii suppose ikot ummi gy maarif .
then i overslept . so tk jadi la pergy . sedihhhhhh !
klu taw nie mcm akan jadi , fi akan tido siang seyhh .
sad sad sad gyle . smlm tgk TV ! . [SDM]slumdog millionair & matrixx .
HAHAHA . sedihh gyyyleee cite SDM . bikin fii nangis . emo seyh fii smlm .
tgk tv sorangsorang . seme tido . didi tido kat luar with me . ^^
syg kak sngt2 :D
THIS MORNING I WOKE UP around 8 .
then bgn teros main piano .
im going to miss the song tt i always played .
no new song yet . cume fii nk sngt main ,
THOUSAND MILES . SOMEONE AJAAA PLEASEEEE !!!
huhu ~

3 days to go . 12 MARCH IM GOING . sobb :'(
sedihh seyh gini mcm . haizzzzzzzz . . . .
i finish PAKKING my stuff up .
ntg yg tertingal . all inside my bag .
and seme brg yg dlm bag kan .
P I N K !! . hahahaha . tk pe .
pink nk dkt ngan oreen kn . AHAHA .

BYE SYG KUHH .
12 MARCH IS COMING BBY .

Labels: get me out of here

The Music to Keep

I heard a song within me
Was it my heart who sings our song?
And as I listen to the melody,
I can't make myself asleep 'til dawn.

My soul started to sing
And my mind begins to think again,
Trying to remember the times when we're together,
The times when we're not friends, but lovers.

Does anyone hear the music?
Do you ever care for the lonely beat?

As the music plays over and over,
Well... it's you I always remember.
The tears started to fall like rain into the river,
For the thought that we can't be together forever.

I'm not a perfect person, I know.
And in committing mistakes, I always fall.
Loneliness?
Oh, it always comes,
Specially now, that you were gone.

Couldn't be just you and me
And build our dreams to reality?
But then, it's time for you to say goodbye.
I know I've LIVED, LOVED, LOST and DIE.

Our song comes to an end
But, somehow, I hope that my heart will mend.
Even if I know that we can't be together again:
This music in my heart will keep on playing the refrain.

by freyjaeda

i found this poem im my douments .
it stated on 07.11.08
nie poem da simpan dlm nie compute LAME GYLEE !
and now i post the poem here is because . . .
. . NVM . . aku blg krg pon . . ape gunenyee ! .
betol kan . HAHA .

Labels: music in my ear

Saturday 7.3.09 the day of disappointment ! WE , khaty pie and BIG BIG monster , were suppose to go to QUEENSWAYY ! suddenly something happen that avoid us to go . seriously eh . SWAYYY betol laa . arrghhhh , so AFTER all the negotiation we go to CW . have a sister's day OUT again ! . hahaha . nie nye paling gerek . ade duit kn . GEREK AHH ! ahhaah ! then ptg , alik ! . asl ?? . ade jemputann lioowww , BWH BLK JEE ! . my parents/nana/mth , TK DEE ! wohooo . so kai baju sembarang , tapi lawa laa . THEN turonn . kite jadi tetamu japp , then lps mkn/main/nyanyi . TOLONG KEMASS ! . haahah . smpi 10++ . ummi/ayah/nana/mth alik aroud 11 gyytuhh . lmbt ehh . so TT mlm . is 7 MARCH wohooo . hahaha ! . ingat sioll akuhh . hahaha . kwn baik ketekan ! . 5 month . ((: . heheheh . HAAPPYY AHH . lol . and suppose to meet up with hunny , theN dier tk msg . SO why bother . NOW LET ME CHEER MYSELF UP WITH THIS song .

River Flows in You-Yiruma - Yiruma
Sunday im a baby duck . folow mummy duck where every she goes . but now im going to leave her . not going to follow her . im going to be alone . me only and no one else . haaa . today , GO TM n CS ! . mom , me n mth ONLY . the rest ade keje masing-masing . DAD send us there . i tell u ahh boringg ! , ummi beli BODY SHOP DIE . hayoooo . and i didnt bought anything from there -.- i only hold the plasticbag/her handbag/mmd bby bag . wow ! tangan cukop meraaa ! . AHHA . sakit oi oi . aft jln-jln . mkn KAT MACD . lps tuhh , pikir nk alik . then call ayah , masih ade job . call nenek house , no one at home . so no where alse to go . gy tingat empat . main PLAYGROWNN and play inside the room tt is givenn ! HAHAHA . so main mcm bdk kecik . i was the only fully grown teen there . cchheeyyhh . MCM PHMM ! . hahaha . smpi berpeloohh , ketiakk seme basahh ! ewww . hahha . nased bwk minyak wangi ! . LOL . hahahahaha ! lps tuhhh AYAH SMPI KITE ALIK ! the end . curenty msg-ing with my beloved fwen . I LOVE tt person alot . as a fwen DUHH ! haha . so there a video of mth . go n see ! :D

Labels: YOU MAKE MY DAY

12 MARCH

watchh laa !

HAHAHAH . i tought it play solw .
lupenye nyanyi pon slow . AHHAHA .
kekek betol seyhh .

ahh , nie yg betol .
lawa eh dier . AHHAHA .
i soooo love this songh alot .
hehehe ^^

Labels: thousand miles

PEACE ! . this picture is so so last year .
da dpt report book , teros gy KFC ! .
ade yg sedih sedih at tht time :'(
and ade yg happy happy :D
KFC penoh ngan wak-tanjongian .
WOHOOO , KITE KONKER TU TEMPAT EHH . hahaha
i miss all of them .

now , this is the this year punye .
bnyk org tk ade ahh .
like , fatin - ista - mairah .
and ade yg tambah-tambah . SAKINAH ahh ehh .
kepoo ! . LOL .
nie pon kat KFC . tabel pey besa . sedihh seyh .
nmpk muke setengah jekk . sobb . haha .
tapi fun jugak kn kn .
berilmu dan berakhlak mulia , itu la harapn kita !
HAHAHAHAH . tibetibe keluar lagu madrasah . HAHA .
andand NDP ! .
aku ingat lagy . HAHAHAHA . kai topi la . kental siol .
tapi atlast kai jugak !
hahahaahhahahahahhaah !

memory bersama kalian ,
akan ku tetap simpan di hati .
akan ku mengingati lagy .
sampai bila kita ketemu nti .

Labels: wak-tanjong

♫ : coming for you by jojo

and hell yahh , i love jojo .
dont laugh . its not MO JOJOJO .
its joana _____ . i guess ahh . HEHE .
main hantam je akuh . haha .

surpriseee ! ,
new spect ! . wohoo . gray colour !
lawa laa . leh tahan lawa laa .
HAHAHA .

nari ntg new to tell/say/write .
only , ade org dari usa add me .
how he know my email .
dari tagged . haizz . . .
bbl WORLD seyhh .
fuck fuck seme keluar .
so aku pon ikot2 ahh .
HAHAHA .
selenge betol seyh .
mcm aku maki kerane marah ,
dier maki mcm mainmain .

Aselamikosilaso says:
suck my dick

siakk pe seyhh .
then aku blok dier teros .

hahaha . so THE END .
andand , SAT main bowling ngan HASIF ! . hahaha .
syg ikot . klu dier free .

Labels: ASTALABISTAA

I WATCH THIS YEAR AMARICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL smpi habis !
its sooo a big deal for me . so i dont need to watch it at TV ! .

wow ! , i dont think she could won .
coz i love analeigh seyhh .
she so the lawa to the max punyee laa .
shit ahhh . tk pe . sabaa je . HAHAHA .
so there she is the winneer .
sowii abt the picture .
tu je la pade fii yg lawa ! .
hahahaha . so yah BIKIN PHOTO SHOTS ![:
4rth marjorine

3rd analeigh

2nd samantha

SO THERE U GO .
yg mengang kat atas sekali .
MCKEY ! .

Labels: mackey meng . for antm

its today , need to pack my bag .
bring BOOKS also seyh . very the berat .
12 march im going there . 8 more days to go .
the thing i know when i get ther ,
i will get a phone .
mcm free to call luar negeri gytuk .
then if i call u all , then krg kene baya mahal ahh eh ?
agaknye eh . klu gytuh sedihh seyhh . haha
kesian krg . LOL
im praying go allah , that i may not sleepping in a room of 20-30 or so .
nk tido bilik sorang ! . pleaseee ! . ONE ROOM WITH ONE KATI !
how's that ?! . can ?? . amin*

curently im watching amarica's next top model cycle 11 .
that is this year punye , i dont wanna miss that out when im gone .
I LOVE TO WATCH them . like walking around in a beautiful dress and POSE
POSE for the camre . goshhhh , they are just beautiful .
and mom says ,i walk like a MODEL ! .
hahaha , betol ke ? . i guess so ! :D

SO HOW'S MAY FACE LOOK'S ?!
GOOD ?

Labels: amarica's next top model

annah_syurga94@msn.com says:
kau tgh uat pe skrg?
jannah_syurga94@msn.com says:
pesantren kat indon kan?
HAFIZAH -- says:
tgk gmba
jannah_syurga94@msn.com says:
so maksudnyer kau naik kamal terbang lah kan?
jannah_syurga94@msn.com says:
wah!
jannah_syurga94@msn.com says:
gerek dok
jannah_syurga94@msn.com says:
haha
jannah_syurga94@msn.com says:
cam ner mak kau leh fikir nak skola kan kau kat saner?
jannah_syurga94@msn.com says:
wartawan jap
HAFIZAH -- says:
ahhaha
HAFIZAH -- says:
enta

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nie jannah kn . mcm nk jadi fuuny gytuh .
tapi tk bikin aku ketawe seyhh .
HAHHA . jannah jannah .
ape da jadi ngan kaw . HAIZZ . .

Labels: JANNAH BEING NICE

FEEZA ! .
have been my friend for 3 years including this year .
this year and last year bnyk gy ruma dier/me .
hari raye last year tk plan seyh .
yg nk gy yaya nye umma then sekali yaya nk join .
padahal tu da last day of hari raye seyhh .
final exam pon lom habis kn . hahaha .
after umma yaya go umma seri .
THEN SAPE-SAPE LA . tu da mlm ehh .
tk kai baju kurong ahh , kai aju umma . hahaha .
klu kai baju kurong cnfrm people akan LAUGH seyhh .
da last day kn . still got money . HAHA .
and when nk alik time fnal exam
selalu go lib wld .
jumpe bdk I R S H A D . nk BELAJA ! . haha
super duper fun nye . haha .
kene marah la , tu la . selalu beli air kat mac-cafe
kaye pe seyh kite tt time .
then jumpe bdk-bdk lain . ect ; A S H R A F !
hahahahaahhahahahahaahhahahahahahahhahahhahahahaha !
belaja ahh k gy sane . PHM PHM AHH . LOL
ape lagy ehhh . . . .
ahhh , this year kau dtg umma akuh ,
nk potong rambot ! . hahaha . then amik gmba-gmba .
da bnyk la cite , tk kn la nk cite kn . kn .
penat akuhh .
so pri 4 & 5 i've been noty with my friends .
ect. with kakak-kakak ; kurang aja ngan drg .
i still remmber when fizah kene bully ngan KAK SERI AND THE GANG .
im very noty la , i have no good friends at that kind of aje .
when i came to pri 6 . i meet feeza and the gang .
KAWAN BUKAN RAPAT SNGT LA . mcm gytuh-gytuh je .
tapi tetap kwn . pri 6 im lonely ahh and still KENTAL .
no good friend . kene dok kat belakang - T I N G G I OII!
no one to sit with . HAHA . i still rmber seyh .
gado pasal tempat dudok . haizzz . . old times .
then contineu to sec 1 . same class .
didnt sit with feeza . feeza dok ngan teeq .
fizah dok ngan FATIN ! .
nie fatin rapat punye rapat .
gy skola ngan feeza then jumpe fatin kat city hall .
then recess pon same , everywhere pon same la .
HAHHA . tapi balik kadang-kadang same fatin/feeza .
tapi bile balik ngan fatin .
WE ALWATS GO LEPAK . ^^
go where ? . vivo , esplanad and more .
i forgot where we meet hasif .
ahh , bnyk tmpat kite gy la ! . hahaha . tapi town ahh .
andand camhor dlm ape station . lamelame oii .
smpi shafiqah nye ezlink habis . kesian .
and every 1 fab , 1 march , 1 jun , 1 july .
bagy hadiah . HAHAHAH .
why ? , best friend nye thingy . hahaha
ME , FATIN & SYAFIQAH .
i give fatin , fatin give syaf , syaf give me .
then pusing lagy ahhh . gytuhhh . HAHAHA .
i still have thoses on my table .
cute-cute hadiah-nye . klu fi kn , seme hand-made .
LOL . MP seyh fii .
andand buat physic dlm MACD . hahaha . habis seyh SHUGER dier .
buat mountant and more ahh . hahaha . kekek gyleee .
and tgk org cleaner tu kemas . HAHAHA . MUKE DIER DA MARA SEYH .
hahaha . mcm the WHO THE HELL DID THIS face . gahahahas .
andand yg ape competion tahh , da buat tapi tk habis . HAHA
yg tuhh , aku tk masok sngt . LOL . but still fun kan .
ahhhh , dlm class . kite je yg kene mara . hahahah .
TIDO N BBL PEY PASAL . and bile ade spotcheck .
ade ade je kite yg buat . HAHAHA . simpan oi oi dlm dlm dlm . HAHAHAHAH .
naseb tk kene ehh . fwweeehhhh .
teacher ngan aja kiet smsing . LOL . jahat oi dulu .
then time math kene seperate . B A I K ehhhh . hahaha .
amik gmba bile kauh tido ke kaw .
and more la . hahah . ade gmba feeeza nga tido .
K I T E yg amik . feeza kat sebela je so can zoooom . HAHAHA .
tapi kesian aku da delete . klu ade aku nk letak seyhh . hahah
and when we saw sape tido . bile nk amik gmba tu org , ade mak cik mara2 kite .
mcm tu anak dier lakk . haizzz . .
AHHH ! ROTII ! . everytime keluar mrt beli roti .
simpan dlm bag mkn . bile nk past gate .
selalu naik kn stokin . and keep the food in the bag . tk pegang .
klu tk kene buang oii .
and bile nk mkn dlm class .
KITE MKN CIKGU TK NMPK .
tapi bile syaf nk mkn , cikgu nmpk . HAHAHAHAA !
pro ahhh kite ! . LOL .
lolipop je fatin kene buang . hahaha .
BNYK SIOLLL . smpi sini je la kk .
the story of FEEZA N FATIN .

being wuth them pey susah .
kadang-kadang , dek nih tk suke .
then dier tk suke dier .
so habokk ahh . mls nk layan .
aku main due-due je .
so u too , jage diri okehhh .
solat betol-betol .
no play-play kk . HAHAHA .
BYYEEE . when im going to abord the plane i will call u .
ehh , wad time u fisih sekola . mcm belom solat lagy .
BLG TAWW , tagg akuhh !

Labels: FATIN N FEEZA THE GUNDU

OWER FACE SUX MANNNN !

ahhh , ni kwnkwn tersyg akuhhh . hehe

ahhh , nie bile sih FEEZA dlm lobang .

in at the back . LOOOK . !

getting feeza out of the sand ! . HAHAHA .

HAHAHAHAHHA !

HAHAHAHAH !
AWWWWHH , TODAY WAS A BLAST .
meet my BELOVED FRIENDS from the past .
i miss them alot . alotalotalot .
only gods know .
now , im at home . DUHH .
going to tell u all . what hppn today .
first jumpe all my kwn-kwn kat wld taxi stand .
then ummi anta us go there .
then we start to find a place to lay down ower things .
HAHAH . funny gyle oi , nk cari tempat yg bagos .
so da jumpe , they all go mkn first .
my ummi made spegtti . [betol ak spelling?]
sedap oi oi . tk cukop utk
ME,FARHANA,FATIN,FEEZA,ZIRA,ISTA,YAYA,SAKINAH,TEEQ,SYKIN AND ISTA NYE ADEK .
hahah . then mandi !
while , feeza - me - farhana - yaya - sykin - zira nga mandi .
teeq n sakina go n carik FATIN N ISTA .
drg enta la ehh , aku dono .
then bile drg dtg kite simba air !
wohooo . hahaha . tapi kn , tk la basah sngt .
kesian drg . baik kn fii . mmg baik pon .
then da tuhh , gy tanam FEEZA !
hahaha . feeza yg request .
so baik ahh . ade la bende2 yg tk perlu saye blg ehh .
so only us yg tahu . HAHAHHA .
then theres pictures . only that , is on ista phone .
BOOHUUU ! . sedihh pe . hahha .
then tibe-tibe . JENG JENG JENG !
H U J A N !
happy sekali oi kitee .
FATIN , FARHANA , AKU , ISTA .
main hujan naik basikal .
HAHAHAH .
gerek peee . fatin penakot seyhh . tk taw nak basikal .
mcm bdk-bdk .
dier kene start 4 RODEE !
hahaha . kekek seyy . ade video die .
so naik 2 seat nye ahh .
HAHA . MANDI HUJAN .
BTW IM NOT BLACK ! HAHAHA .
org seme tgk .
fiza pon hype . so gerek ahh .
fi mcm nk nangis tapi tk laa .
so its happy to see them .
cume syafiqah je tk de .
andand FATIN BOUGHT FOR ME A HADIAH .
how sweet . and thanks for the wish . ur the first one who had said it . ^^
then dabes go tamp , mkn KFC . S E J U K !
then mkn mkn mkn .
feeza nk gy toilet . so tibe-tibe
FARHANA NYE KAKI SAKIT !
WLYAWWWWWW . sedih oi aku tgk muke dier ,
then gy SC . gy sane gy masok dlm toilet tu anu kn kakinyee .
and i cabot go meet BBY ! .
wahhh . HOT GYLE NYEE SYG AKUH NARI . hahahah .
jgn kembang eyy . hahah .
its only 2 of us . just 2 of us .
at last . then he sang for me a song .
fall for you by u know who . HAHAHHA .
so he play the gytar and i play the piano .
main kat ne , kat yamaha nye kedai . HAAAA HAAA
3 month annives peee ! . hahaha . LOVE U SYG .
so gytuh2 then cabot meet drg seme then balik .
SERIOUSLY , I DID NOT TELL U ALL THE WHOLE STORY .
y ? , aku da ngantok ! . da mls nk type .
BYE YOU ALL .
ASTALABISTAAAAA !
btw to my beloved syg ,
thanks for the sweet song . HAHAHA . muke mcm sposen seyhh . HAHAH .
andand i have a great time today .
all the funny things hppn . HAHA .
at last can meet u again . LOVE U MANYMANY PUNYEE .

and to my BELOVED KWN-KWN .
TK MO NOTY2 EHH . JAGE DIRI BAIK2 .
MAKE UR PARENTS PROUD OF U .
AND ACHIEVED WHAD U ALL DREAM OFF .
dont be sad when im gone alrite .
take care my darling's . LOVE U ALL .

i got a surprise for all my kwn-kwn yg dtg tadi .
so pape , drop by BLOG akuhh . nti muke KAU JUGAK yg ade .
HEHEHE !
byeee .

I WATCH He's just Not That into you WITH UMMI , DIDI , NANA AND ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UMMI ! LOVE YOU !
UMMI BELANJE . LIKE DUHH ! . HAHAHA

Labels: 1 MARCH . LOVE U ALL

OMG ! , i tough everyone is free on sunday .
tapi , mcm . . mcm everyone bzy gytukk .
did i chose the worng date to go out ?
why everything mcm sala .
grrr . .
mcm nk give up seyhh .
mcm no one cares gytuhh .
klu tuka date , when boleh jumpe ?
bileee !? , blg akuh .
da la . just go with the flow .

so now , im so dame happy .
happy kebabat nye .
first da beli kasot
second da beli cerminmate
third da beli baju !
WOHOOOOO !
im loving it !
THANKS MOM ! love you alot .

andand to khadijah ,
im gonna miss u alot .
u have been the greats sister in the world .
i will rmber u in my heart .
ur my bestsister/bestfriend forever .
i love u . thanks for everything u have done to me .
i apreaciate it alot .
mcm that time , kau bakking kan akuh tuh .
then kau pon kene mara jugak .
sowi for all the things i've done to u .
ect. dulu kite gado smpi tendang2 gytuhh .
then kau nangis ke aku .
so on and so of la .
haizz . . bnyk memory kite bersame ehh .
im gonna miss u alot :'(

now i feel sad to leave all of my beloved onece .
mcm tk nk gytuhh .
god , why is this hard for me .
hmpp . this my life .
so i should keep on going .

what the hell sey fii .
dah la , no emoemo in this blog .
HAHAHAH .

miss the old time !
hahahah . nie gmba no edit-edit seyh .
biar la muke tetap netural ! HAHAHAHA

then , this one . ahahahha
i dont know who the hell is this .
main amik je akuh nih .HAHAHAH .
HOT KEPE NIE ORG !
LOL .

Labels: byebye lovers

currently im youtub-ing . alon at home . means ; mmd and me only
still haven't bath yet . searching for talented people on piano .
there's many of them . i love to hear they play .
it's like only me who know how it felt .
i cant tell u more how i feel .
easy to say , im speachless .
i wish i could play like them or even better then them .
god ,
how dose it feels to play such a nice song .
maby one day , one day my wish will be granted by the above ^.^
then i will know how it feels like
and started to play my own song and everyone would like it .
wow ! , what a big dream i have .
cant imagine if i did all those . haha . DREAM ON FIZAH .
seriously , im upset rite know .
yesterday ummi say we can go jb around 11 and buy my shoe/spect/dress .
when the time come , she busy with her work . darrn .
so im hopping tmor we could go (:
and guess what , i packed my bag ! .
wohoo , but literally not all things i put thou .
etc. pants/shirts/toiletries/underwear's!/SKIRTS/shoes .
thats a lot rite . but when u look inside it just cover half of the bag .
so i probly need some stuff to put in .
i wanna bring my ' BATAL PELOK ' - its small and have the house smells .
like , every one have their own smell rite .
every family have different sent of smell .
i guess that will defiantly fit in .
i list some of the things im gonna bring . wired rite . i know .
there's also things im going to buy ! .
wohoo , i cant wait to buy ^^
it will bring me joy to have it .
lastly , MOM BIRTHDAY IS COMING .
FIRST MARCH ! . cant face it man , its the same date as my 3month annie .
in mom's history of her birthday .
- we[didi-fifi-nana] always made her a beautiful card .
the last time is a pink card with alot of flowers in it .
she still have those in her memory box that we made for her .
now , we share money to buy something special .
but we dont even know what to buy .
in the look of her face , it say ; i dont need anything
so we tought we buy for her a cake ^^
that will do ! - i guess . HAHAHA .
and yahh , i lost count of my mom age . HAHAHA .
its not funny rite , i know .

3rd month annie . gooshh , so long being together . how sweet .
3 times we meat . 3 years for me to leave u .
and now im further away from you ,
hopping to get more closser to you ,
in the end , im far far far far far away from u .
one last look will make me HAPPY syg .
just one last time .

GIRLFRIEND ! OUTING ! .
cnfrm it will be hapenning .
cant wait ! .

now , here's some of the song i like .

Labels: its all meaningfull

bagos kn dier main . hahahha .
i try to play , tapi kn . the left hand mcm kekok .
so kene anu lagy , smpi kejam mate pon len main .
susah oi , nk main piano buakn pey sengang .
sih datok , mcm ye je nk beli kn .
pantat betol ahh . da tue so tk ingat . ummi ckp -.-
so fi diam je la . tk la nk tego kn kn . haizzz . .
susah betol klu buat perjanjian dgn datok2 nihh .
now the big piano , is mine !
hahaha . dlm mimpi je la .
tapi i dont want yg tuhh . i wanna white one .
yg besa lagy . hahaha . puteh nye lagy lawa !
i saw one before at my dad's nye kwn pey umma .
umma dier besa . anak dier main band . gytar oi oi .
so to bad aku bukan . hahaha

THE STUPID-DES QUESTION OF THE DAY ;
AL-Harith says:
now i noe how u really look like naturally
HAFIZAH -- says:
enta
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Labels: playing the piano is my passion

superman,batman,wonderwoman,power puff girl's
HELP ME !?
my family is in a danger .
not my family , its my mom and dad .
i dono what happen to them la ,
tapi their perangai mcm lain gytukk .
enta la , its not me n sister's problem .
i guess , they acting like that mesti ade sebab .
cepat marah , tampe sebab . huhu ~ :'(
sad u know .

and today suppose , to go orchard .
enta laa , anu kn visa ke ape .
then fi bgn lmbt
hehe . tk jadi .
so nari ptg pon tk leh keluar .
asl ? , didi n nana alik lmbt .
didi ader mly dance , nana ade net ball .
mcm siakk . aku kat umma main comp je .
da lah habis kull 0600 . makk oii .
ummi n ayah pon alik lmbt . dok umma with MTH .

andand , i have manymanymany money oi oi .
HAHAHAHA . tk saba nk belanje !
wohoo . banayak barang nk beli ^^
nk share with didi nk nana akk ?!
hmmm . . no need ahh . SHHHH .
dont tell them . hehe . WAHAHAHAHAHAH !
*evil laugh*

feeling ; missing someone
doing ; playing the comp
watching ; my bf picture . hehe

now im so so so like wanna hug someone/something .
like my beloved
BANTAl PELOK !
hahaha , *hugging it now~* ^^
sewelll , kan !? hahaaha .

Labels: WATCH THAT

Cause your the only one who makes my fairytale come true

SATURDAY & SUNDAY
BZ GYLEE .
sat , gy bedok . kak yaya nikah .
tolong la anu barang2 yg patot . tapi fi tk buat pape . hehe
amik gmba oi akuh . jadi photographer . haha .
lawa teramat sngt gmba aku amik .
then da habis tuh majlis baru la aku tolong ,
buat dlm umma . kecik siot umma , then org dtg ramai gyle bab nye . haha .
so aku tetap kat dlm umma , amik gmba .
then da habis , gy tamp .
tempat drg nk kwin 4 besok .
so tolong2 jugak ahh .
anu kerosi meje and all . lawa ahh deco die . haha .
kak yaya pon lawa . lawa dari aku siot . jelouse seyh .
then da habis tolong gy umma nenek kat tamp . mandi tuka baju .
rehat ah kat situh .
ummi , mmd , ayah n nana gy sane alik .
me n didi stay there , so cannot sleep .
call-call org .
sape ?! ; hasif , feeza , fatin , hidayah
seme da tido . HP batt low . tt time da 11 plus .
so org yg fi taw selalu tido lmb tu afiq ah .
so fi picit num dier .
then one ring kan fi letak . hehe . -.-
enta knp . so fi tnye kak ; kak klu one ring die dpt num kite ?!
didi;dpt ahh . asl ? , kau letak . hahaha
me;abehh . -.-
so da thh , he call back . hahaha . kite pikir tk nk prank .
tapi at last prank jugak .
then atlast he knew . so not that kelaka .
then bbl cam biase . -.-
tanye tuh la , nie la .
yg bbl didi , not me .
GYTUK2 ahh . then da kull 1230am .
nk kene letak coz nk balik .
then da balik . esoknye , gy tamp
tempat drg kawin . kite dtg lmbt .
coz kak didi ade joget .
huhu ~ , sedih maut nyee . hahah .
so siap2 , amik didi then gy tamp .
da smpi turon van nmpk bdk KOMPANG . BAJU PINK OI . SAPE TK NMPK MMG BUTE .
so dlm hati , fi ckp harap2 laa syg aku tk ade .
hehe . da la aku tk kai cermin mate . so tk nmpk sngt muke .
then bile pusing belakang , ade mamat yg PALING HOT dlm dunie . ^^
nk taw sape . MATAE AKUUU ! . HOT NYEEE . hahahahha .
cute seyh dier , dgn baju komopang lagy , gagagagagagaags .
my face was like tomatto seeyyy . hahahahahhahahahahahha ,
so JUMPE SYGG . HAIZZZ . miss him alot . mcm nk HUG dier seyhh . GOODDD .
so lps tuhh , i go to kak malisa , to take the camera .
so da tuhh , gy la amik gmba .
then gmba yg aku seme lawa lagy maut nye . bile yg pompan nk gy tmpt laki ,
didi , khairil n me pikir nk folow , tapi tnye bus driver balik sini ke tk
dier ckp tk . nasib seyh . klu naik pon gerek laa , leh bbl ngan syg .^^
hehehe . he also kat dlm . so da tuhh , lps org kawin , jumpe syg
me with the jubah n see him . haha . fi tk bnyk bbl ah . enta knp .
HE SAID COZ ' IM STILL TEKEJOT NMPK DIE '
dok kat macd . BBL je . cambiase . tapi this time , i dont take his picture .
y ?? , im not holding my hp .
im holding the camera .
so klu amik kai tu cam , org tnye tu sape , nk jwb ape seyh aku nti . haha
da tuh , bbl lagy . then alik .
wahhh , syg miss you alot seyh .
haizz . da kurang sikit kerinduan i nih .
hope to see u darling . (: AMIN**
BYEE EVEYONE .

Labels: Cause your the only one who makes my fairytale come true

AQIM ! , hahahha . chat with him smlm [die baru alik sekola LOM MANDI] .
hahaha . go on webboe again . smpi kull bape ehh . ?! . enta .
da lame seyh tk webbie . this time i got no picture's to put in .
HP no have sieyhh . tapi qim ade some of the pic's .
RABBIT ! . hahaha . that's me . LOL .
ehh aqim , nti bile webbie lagy u must show me the move's ! okeyhh .
no tomato face or so wadever .

aku MALAS OI NK SIAP-SIAP . feeeza ahh nie nk keluar .
fi ckp jumep bwh blk fii je ahh .
then we play BOLL ! . okeyh pe .
hari jumaat nih lelaki seme solat pehhh .
so okeyhh laa kn .
tapi feeza nk gy cosway . -.-
fii da tk leh keluar lagy ahh , sbb these fwedays fii da keluar .
hehe ~ , smlm fi da tnye ummi nk anu ezlink . tapi ummi tk bagy . huhu ~
tgk je la nti . nti fee da alik skola she call my house .
and let see wahat will happen .

and smlm mlm i cant online . coz folow daddy to JB .
KENE PAKSE OI OI . sedih seyhh . tapi this time .
DAD , JAI[kwn ayah] , ME & his son .
so like duhh , bapak2 kene dok dpn peh kn .
so me n anak dier ahh .
SOMBONG SIA tu bdk .
fii tk lyn sehh .
grrrrr . i wish i may not see that kind of att in my life again .
camane la die buat kwn . haizzz .

BYEE PEEPSSS .

Labels: SAY MY NAME

OMGGG , now im chatting with its F@#$%^ moron guy .
he talk world seyh .
he ask ; ade boi ?
;ade ah
;u bbl open ?
;open as in ?
;mcm open minded
;enta ehh , tk taw lak . need to ask my fwen
then tibe2
;on webcam yok !
;tk nk ahh , rosak ah .
;bedek
;wad pe nk bedek 'padahal-padahal'
;hmmmm
;beli kn ahh .
;can
;beli kn laptop skali k .
;unless u main ngan i dulu .
;GYLE PE SIA .
smpi situh , aku da tk lyn die lagy siot .
gylie seyhh tu org .
fi da blok die seyhh .
nahh email die mat_rempitbb@html.com
BTW he so tk hendsome . ite mac sia .
and skrg SI AMALUDDIN LAKK .
mati seyh aku nari .
bad boy says:
ko ade mataer?
HAFIZAH -- says:
asl ?
HAFIZAH -- says:
kau despo sngt ?
bad boy says:
despo 2 ape??
HAFIZAH -- says:
ntg
HAFIZAH -- says:
nvm
HAFIZAH -- says:
da
HAFIZAH -- says:
aku da ade
HAFIZAH -- says:
asl ?
bad boy says:
tanye jek
bad boy says:
ko pena puaskn nafsu mataerkw?
bad boy says:
jgn mara aku tanye
HAFIZAH -- says:
makk oii ,
HAFIZAH -- says:
kau pena kn .
HAFIZAH -- says:
aku taw
HAFIZAH -- says:
gyle pe .
HAFIZAH -- says:
aku bdk baik la
HAFIZAH -- says:
asl ehh ?
bad boy says:
aku nk taw jek
bad boy says:
mataer aku nk wat..
HAFIZAH -- says:
wat ape ?
bad boy says:
phm2 uh
bad boy says:
kw ble tlg?
HAFIZAH -- says:
phm2 .
HAFIZAH -- says:
akku tk phm .
HAFIZAH -- says:
tlg ape ?
bad boy says:
ajar aku wat sex
HAFIZAH -- says:
kau sala org ahh , nk mintak tlg pasal tuhh .
bad boy says:
y?
HAFIZAH -- says:
ehh , mls sia aku nk lyn kau .
HAFIZAH -- says:
bbl mpk .
HAFIZAH -- says:
PHM .
HAFIZAH -- says:
kau bdk ape ?
HAFIZAH -- says:
madrasah kn .
smpi situhh je . then dier offline .
mati seyhh . cannto take it seyhh .
ape je aku mimpi smlm .

Labels: PPL GETTING MEPEKER

at last i called syg . i miss his voice seyh .
at that time around 9 plus , i think .
bbl simple-simple je . bbl pon sekejap :'(
da ntg to say kn , so i put down the phone :)
only god know's how much i miss him .

its been a while i never post .
becoz , im bz with my story .
hahaha . it's finishing soon .
i tought i can finish it by that day , tapi
fii ter-tido . haha .
so today cnfrm habis ^_^
yesterday night , i sleep around 1 plus .
nk habis kn tu story pey pasal .

smlm , chatting with nazim & aqim .
to u 2 ; mlm-mlm klu ade hmk tk mo online okeyhhh .
nati tk habis .
buhuuu to aqim , dpt chat ngan die sekejap je .
sowii ehh . nk webbie pon tk leh . haha .
kesian seyhh . hahaha .

NINONINONINONINO -
for now on i have no hp .
for god sake , i dont even need a phone .
i'm going to surabaya kn .
no need to contect with anyone ahh .
betol akk ??
to ppl around the world , no need to ask my num .
kk . thanks .

and for me staying at home .
its like a bulllshit .
i need to bby sit bie bdk .
klu die mcm mmd tk pe la .
nie PELOKEK seyhh , otak die senget sikit .
tk taw bbl m suke pekik je .
and i like to kacau him .
bagy die nangis . jahat ehh fii .
mmd pon da pandai , bile bdk tuh nk main piano mmd
mmd ckp ; bluekk *kuar kn lidah *
hahaa . funny seyhh .
name dier ; IQBAL
sedap ehh , IQRAM . ISHRAK .
name nie seme sedap-sedap belake .

and curently chatting with HASIB . kwn baru kat imesh .
18 oi . tue . hahaha . shhh , tk mo blg dier . haha

so BYE BYE NIGAA .

Labels: convit akon

smlm ehhhh , sih didi tuhhh mcm nk kene tempeleng siots .
before dier tido , dier ckp ' fi besok after skool jumpe dpn lib taw '
so fi ckp ; ahhaa . then bile masenye da smpi . dier tk dtg .
kat sane fi da bace buku tuhh da setenga pg seyhh tunggu kn dier .
sedihh seyhh , da la bnyk org . da la aku tk kai cerminmate .
da la bnyk bdk RIVERSIDE . then kat sane hmpk DEE&ZUFRRI&NABILAH , then dtg lagy due mahlok , ALIF NGAN ___[gemok] . so tk tego ahh kn . gy tempat lain ahh fi .
then kwn kak didi pompan tnye ' nie fizah kn , adek nye didi ' so angok je la .
lawa ahh dier . dier ngan matae dier . BELAJA . haha . then tu je la . hahaha .
then time balik pergy lib hujan . mautt dokkk . tk bwk payong lagy . so mandi je laa . main air . skrg ade flue ! . hahaha . rabakkpehh . hahaha .
then smlm ke smlm ptg , chat ngan bdk NDP . she apper offline . then i say gy online ahh , dier ckp ; tk nk ahh , nti my mom ask me to shut down the comp . so tu name nye dier on comp tampe izin mk dier ahh . kesian ehh . haizz . . then smlsm

lagu ! - i like this song beb !

Happily Never After (Album Version) - Nicole Scherzinger
how u all love it too ! but seriously i only like the
-she said,
No happily never after,
that just ain’t for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I’ll never let another teardrop fall.

Labels: happily never after

HAFIZAH SHAH♥

boys over flowers

" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until a handsome guy come,
and made everything a happily ever after :) "

the one that i love
the one that i care the most
the one that i wont be able to spent a day with
the one that i always dream about at night
the guy that has change my life ,

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